…..first it was just how it was for the last couple of months, but we both knew that there was more, much more. It took me a while to convince you to face time. We both were nervous not knowing what to expect.
Then we did.
It was incredible, I fell for you more deeper, as I thought I ever could. You also realized, it was who I was and nothing was different or changed.
We now started to get to know each other very well. Talking to someone and see their face expression and the way their react, paints a totally different picture, as just texting or talking on the phone. We both got to know each other now truly and we liked everything we saw. As more and more we talked it grew.
We starting to share sunset or beautiful scenery live on FaceTime.
I went also back and showed you Salem and Boston. I took you to the Boston museum of fine art, have you accompany me on a ducktour. We had lunch in the Cheesecake Factory together. And once we watch a movie together. All over FaceTime. All this we did by being in the friend relationship, but we both knew there was so much more.
The attraction and want did not went away, if anything it started to become very strong. We both noticed, after a while, our talk would go in more of a naughty subject.
One night, we were talking and I looked at you very deeply and my thought were racing. You know how to read my face by now and ask:
“What is it Markus?”
“Nothing”, I said.
“Nothing?”, you question me and look straight into my eyes.
“We need to know!”
“Know what ?” you ask.
“Us”, I said.
“I don’t know Markus. What if we met and you know, it’s not what I feel when I see you.” “Well, then we know, its better to know we’re we stand versus taken the risk never to know and if we don’t, the only thing that will be different, is the part of romance, being very good friends will never change.”
“You right, it would never have an impact, I know that for sure.”
“Met too”, I say.
“How do you want to do that, I come to You or you come to me?”
“I come to see you. I will stay in a hotel and we can meet somewhere for Dinner or lunch and talk and see what happens. I will be a total gentleman, you know that you can trust me.”
“Markus, I trust you totally and completely, that has and never will be a question.”
I planned on staying for 5 days, I picked one of the Marriott suites, which have a complete kitchen and it’s more convenient than eating out all the time.
I told you what time the flight would arrive and around what time we may can meet physically.
The day of the flight I started actually getting very nervous.
I did not expected that, but it also made me realize my feelings for you. I wanted that everything would work out, but what if she is disappointed and not feel the same.
“Stop”, I told myself,”positive always positive”.
She loves your personality, your outlook on life, she said she loves you, she is attracted to you, she said you handsome, you make her laugh, why you worry.
“Maybe, because she is to good to be true.”
“Well maybe”, my inner voice said,”she has all the same thoughts about you, how you think she is feeling right now knowing you on your way?”
“Great”, I say to myself, I am fucking talking to myself now and laugh out loud. Keep in mind, I am in the the middle of the line to board the flight. Everybody looks at me, but you know me, I could care less.
The flight leaves at around 7:00am. It’s 6:44am.
I quickly text you.
you probably read this message by the time I arrive.
I am boarding now, I be safe, love you xoxo. I take my phone and started to put it into my pocket, suddenly it vibrates. I look and it’s you, sending me a message.
“Hi my sweet!
You really think I can sleep knowing I’m a couple of hours from ‘we will know finally for sure'”.
Than, one more message, couple short words,but very powerful like always,
“I pray for safe travels”
I smile, but not because it’s funny, no, because i love you so caring.
I turn of my phone and board the plane. The flight takes a little over 3 hrs. I be there by 10:40am local time.
I upgraded, for $80 more, for first class, because I am so tall, I need more room, I don’t mind on short flight, but 3hrs.
I need it.
The flight went smooth.
I actually got a descent breakfast and unlimited drinks. I had three Bloody Mary’s. It’s like a tradition, I always drink them, when I flight.
On top of it, is was helpful to calm my nerves, as I started to get more and more nervous.
Then, the captain saying over the speaker, he started the landing procedure.
“Okay”, I say to myself, landing at 10:40am, luggage by 11:00am hopefully, then to Enterprise rent a car. Hopefully checking in at 12:30pm or 1:00 pm in my hotel. Shower, change of clothing, maybe I can meet her around 3:00pm or 4:00pm.
At that moment I had no idea, that none of that would happen and everything would change just within the next hour.
The plane lands.
I take my carry on and getting off the plane. I am taken the escalator down to the baggage claim. I look at the screen, terminal C. I see it it’s right there. I walk to it and wait for the conveyer belt to start. My eyes are focused on the opening where the luggage will come out.
She hardly slept at all. She tossed in her bed, back and forth. Her mind again was going crazy, is had been quiet for some times.
What if not?
She keeped asking herself, but then her mind went:
“You know him,
you seen him,
you talked to him,
you laughed and cried with him,
you became undone together,
you attracted to him since you started talking to him,
you always felt pulled towards him,
you want him,
you love him, no, you in love with him, for the first time ever.”
She knows what She feel for him emotional and romantically. She looks at the clock, it’s 6:44am.
Her phone screen lights up, she forget to put her phone on mute for the night.
She sees its him.
“Hey baby , you probably read this message by the time I arrive. I am boarding now, I be safe, love you xoxo.”
She smiles, she likes, when he calls her Baby, him saying it has a total different meaning.
She writes back:
“Hi my sweet, you really think I can sleep, knowing I’m a couple of hours from ‘we will finally know for sure’? She adds the emoji the one which has one eye closed and sticks out his tongue😜.
She writes one more time:” “Be safe ”
“I pray for safe travels”
She puts down the phone and prays that he has a safe flight. For a moment the thought crosses her mind, if something would ever happen…..
And then she knows, she can’t just wait around for him to see him in the afternoon. She need to see him, she can’t wait anymore, she needs to know, so much depends on it. She knows what she has to do. With a smile on her face and feeling much better, she finally falls asleep.
She feels something tickling her face. She opens her eyes, it’s her cat. He is a real big fat cat, she still don’t know why, as he really don’t eat that much. She looks at her clock 9:08am, he be arriving at 10:40am. She quickly gets up, showers, puts on makeup and picks out the cloths she is going to wear. She picks a green thong and a bra. She decides to wear her dark long strapless dress with the large flower prints, but something in her mind makes her think of the ripped jeans, he so loves so much on her. She was going to throw then away, but he insisted to have them on, when she was going to visit him, but that never happen, that was the time, when it started to rain in her life and everything changed.
A sadness falls over her again, as she thinks back to this time. Everything seamed to fall apart, everything that she loved was in jeopardy to be lost forever. But then, as fast and for so long, it was raining, the sun appeared suddenly and carried with her came the most beautiful rainbows. She smiles everything is good. One thing is now left.
She puts on the jeans and picks out a nice blouse.
10:15am time to go. She arrives at the airport and parks her car. She can’t believe she is actually doing it.
11:10am now she starts walking faster, she don’t want to miss him. She arrives at the luggage pick up terminal. She looks around, it’s busy and crowded with people.
Then, for some art reason she turns and looks at Terminal C, she does not know why at this terminal and then, her heart almost stops.
It’s him. He is not facing her, he is looking at the conveyer belt, waiting for is luggage. It’s almost like, she felt his presents. She probably did, she always feels him.
He is tall, so tall, he is standing taller then anyone else around. Is different to see it, not just in a picture or video. His shoulders are so brought. He is wearing a pair of black slacks, a white dress shirt but no tie. He has his sleeve open and rolled up. He really seams to like it that way. She also can see his tattoo through his shirt. She can see how it’s going over his shoulder from the wrist up over his back. His arms are long and strong, his hands just the right proportion to his arms and the rest of the body.
She feels all of the sudden some anxiety building up.
Did she do the right thing?
It’s not to late to turn around, but for what good, she has to face him at one time. He is so handsome, just looking him from behind. She sees other woman looking at him too, but he does not noticed or don’t care. Suddenly, he turns and she can see his front,
He looks at her directly, into her eyes and he recognize her. His smile is wide and bright and he starts walking towards her. Her anxiety vanished faster than a heartbeat in the moment their eyes met.
All the worries and the doubts, seams like a faint memory. She knows, yes she knows now the answer. Her heart starts beating faster and faster. She feels like her heart will burst. It is just like she hoped for it would be, but instead, it’s much much better. She feels like they are thousand of butterflies in her stomach.
She is totally in love with him. She wants him.
She wants to be his.
As he comes closer she says to herself, he is even so much more handsome in person. She smiles. She also starts walking towards him and all these many months of missing him is coming to end.
She feels like a flashback,
all the things he would tell her, to make her felled loved,
to make her heart smile,
his positive words,
his strengths and support he gave her, his total believe everything would work out. His words which could get her undone in a heartbeat. She never met a man like him in her life. There was times, where she said to herself, can he be for real. He is perfect. All this is racing through her thoughts in seconds and now, the man, who all is that for her, is now only 20 feet away from her.
Her emotions reaching a high point and all she can do is fall into his arms as she finally stands in front of him. She feels herself pulled up to him so easy. She feels his strong arms wrapping around her, his hands pressing her against him. Then, his scent. The shirt he sent her did not even come close on how it actually was or would be. She fells like, she finally got home.
She never ever, felt more safe or protect it in her life. For the first time she experienced true peace. She pressing herself against his chest and tears starting to come out of her eyes. She did not care, it felt like all the months of pain, worries,
fear and sadness,
was finally being removed from her mind, soul and conscience for good.
She fell like, he is a part of her and under the running tears, she started to produce a smile, that she had not had in a very very long time.
A smile, that expressed pure happiness,with no weight on anything. She felt his strong hands stroking her back and a shiver run through her body as she removed her head and looked up to him in those warm and caring green eyes of his.
And she said…..
I was still waiting for the conveyer belt to start. I said to myself seriously, what can take that long. The time is takes, I could just have mailed my luggage to here. I looked at my watch. My time schedule was starting to be jeopardized. I still had no idea how much and my entire life would change, totally, within the next 10 minutes.
Suddenly I felt something, it’s like a 6th sense, you can feel sometimes, if someone is looking at you and usually it is, because you have a connection with them.
I thought about that, but who I know here on the airport?
And it hit me,”no”, “it couldn’t be”,”she would not”, I say to myself.
I turn and look into the crowed behind me and there…..
You Are !
Your eyes, are what made me recognize you, I smile. As I look into your eyes, all the questions I have or had been answered. Everything I felt for you or how I saw you, my feelings for you, are all confirmed and if anything, it actually increasing every moment by the seconds.
I start walking toward you and notice what you wearing, a nice blue blouse with showing of some sexy cleavage, but not to much, the ripped jeans that I so love so much and some nice high heels.
You look so beautiful and incredible sexy. Your face is like a masterpiece of a painter. Seeing you in person is more stunning than anything. You are absolutely stunning. I feel like, I living a dream.
Can that be true?
Is she for real?
She is like something that would walk out of someone dreams.
She walked out of my dreams.
We both starting to increase our steps, then finally, we are in front of each other. Before I can say or do anything, you fall into my arms and it feels just perfectly, how it supposed to feel. I put my arms around you and slightly pull you up a little into me.
I feel your body totally sinking into mine. My mind and emotions are racing. For the first time in my life, I don’t feel in control. All it matters to me now is you. Nothing else seams to exist anymore.
My hands holding your tight, strong and close.
I look down and I see you crying. My heart feels like bursting, it’s that much, I care for you. I start stroking your back with my hands. You sink even deeper into me. Then your head moves and you look up and you say:
“Don’t ever let me go”,
“Never!”, I say,
“I never will my love!”
and I realize, everything I ever wanted, dreamed off or desired, I am holding in my arms.
The dream, I prayed and hoped to come true all my life?
It just did!
I hear to conveyer belt starting finally to move and I think to myself, “of course now!”
I close my eyes and feel the warmth of your body. I feel like I finally got home. Your head moves and you say: “Sweetheart, your luggage is coming”.
“I know my love”, I respond. You smile and your heart skips a beat, as that meaning really has now changed.’My love’, these two words now mean so much more, they mean everything and hold everything within them.
You remember a very while back you sent a voice messages where you said:
“Hi my love”, now you really understand the meaning of it. Everything has changed, but for the good for the very good. You look up to me and say:
“I love you, my sweet!”
“I love you too “, I say,
You push yourself up onto your tiptoes and you hand slights up to my neck pulling me down.
I comply and our face just inches away.
I smell you!
It’s intoxicating and I never felt like that before.
Our lips are now just inches away from touching for the first time and I feel like kissing a girl for the first time. I am starting to understand why. You are not just a girl.
You are it. The one!
Our lips finally meet for the first time in our life’s.
She almost reached his lips her mind was going two hundred miles a hour. She had never felt like that before. His lips were just inches away. She could not wait to feel them. Everything was coming onto the surface. She know she wanted him. She desired him and she wanted to be claimed by him as his own. He looked in her eyes right before their lips met.
“He is so handsome and she has always loved his lips”, it’s her last thought, before their lips finally meet. She felt like she kissed for the first time in her life. He was so gentle,
strong, but also passionate. Her whole body reacted to it and him and she was helpless to it. Her heart knew now, she had found, what she always wanted and her body took now over. Her lips and his just were feeling each other up. Then she felt how his mouth opened and his tongue starting gentle to explore her lips. She also slightly open her mouth and her tongue did the same until both of their tongues meet. A jolt of pleasure went through her body and hit especially in her intimate areas. His touch had such an impact on her. Again she shivered, but this time for the reason of excitement and want for him. Their mouth open and everything just melted away. All the months of wait, the uncertainty, where they were, anything and everything was replaced now with need.
A need to touch and hold,
a need to feel,
a need to be with each other.
Their tongues starting to explore each other, playing their games, doing their dance with each other.
She started to feel hot. Her skin heading up. Everything she tried to hold back for so long was breaking free, she did not try to hold it back anymore as she know now it was the natural and right thing to do. In this moment she totally surrendered to him, there was nothing she would not hold back. She trusted her feelings and know she can give it all the him without restriction or hesitation. There was no judging, all she felt and knew there was only unconditional love. She never felt better and more comfort in her life then right now.
Their kiss got more intense, like both their minds knew there are no more restrictions or boarders, they are only them. Her body started more and more to react towards their kiss. The cravings she was holding in for so long, all starting to come out.
She felt her nipples getting hard, her pussy starting to contract, as they blood flow to her intimate area increased. Her body was taken over like she never felt it before. She felt tingles everywhere and her mouth lips and tongue became a mind of their own.
I feel your soft warm lips on mine for the first time. And I knew in a instant, I could never live an other day, without kissing them or feeling them on me somehow.
I can’t think anymore. Everything I feel is wanting you,
to touch you. My tongue starting to trace your full lips and the reaction for me to feel it, is instantly noticeable for me. My cock instantly hardens.
Bye the time I feel your tongue, my cock has filled out his space in his boxers and is throbbing for you. Our kiss becomes deeper and deeper is like we let go of everything that was holding us back for so long. My need for you is incredible and powerful. I never felt like that before and if I did, I surly don’t remember. My hands go from your back down to your sides and I lift you up easy and smooth.
I feel your legs wrapping around me and your hips pushing into my groins.
She feels his strong hands around her hips and he lifts her up like she was none existing.
As she finally reached his level and their eye to eye, she wraps her legs around him to hold and stay in this position. By doing so her hips push into his groin and she can feel his manliness hard and strong pushing against here. If there was any doubt or anything holding her back it disappeared for good in that moment. Her whole body is reacting to him.
She wants him.
She wants to be owned and claimed by him over and over.
Her tongue is now deep inside of his mouth and their kiss truly has ignite a fire, that can’t be ignored anymore or extinguished.
I feel her warmth and my hard aching cock just wants to do what he is meant to do. To claim and own her. To make her truly understand, she is his and only his. Kissing her is beyond a dream come true. It pushes away everything I ever felt or wanted before. It is absolutely incomparable to anything I ever experienced. My hand slide down right onto your cheeks to give you more support, but as I do the feeling of your cheeks in my hand is beyond anything I ever felt also. I am in the edge of carnal lust and it takes all my strength to hold back and control myself.
I am in total ‘ahhh’ as you make me forget all my self control. In this moment, right now, I realize I never have been even remotely attracted to anyone as to you.
You remove your lips from mine and we both open our eyes. Each of us stirring in a pair of black eyes. No more restriction or holding back, we both know what we want.
My throbbing hard cock is pushing painfully against my slacks. Dying to penetrate you sweetness and to fuck you into oblivion. I take a deep breath and trying to straightening my mind. I look around and we are very much alone. I turn with you, still wrapped around me and see my luggage sitting there all by them self. My whole timing is off, we must had kissed for a very long time. I release my hands for your cheeks and you slide down.
“Go and get you suitcase, Markus!”,you say.
I turn and take my suitcase with one hand and take my carry-on with my other hand.
Your hand touches mine.
“Let me take this one”, you say and your hand takes the handle of the carry-on suitcase. You shifting it in your left hand and then you take your right hand to hold on to my hand. Our hands fold into each other and filling the gap between each finger as it supposed to be ……..